At the end of the rainbow, what do you see?

I'm blogging now because tomorrow is our project work's written report deadline and I'm finally done with my part. The rest is all up to my classmate now who is gonna slap my report left, right, center and make it presentable for the teacher tomorrow. Haha.

It has somehow been an amazing journey, this year.

Okay. I know that it isn't over yet. ._. But I mean...somehow I just feel like I've learnt a lot.

It feels like I'm sliding on a rainbow at times, together with all my friends. At other times, it feels like I'm desperately trying to crawl out of a hellhole with thousands of faceless people trying to pull me back down. But in the end, it just always feels like a dream.

They say that life is a dream... how true that is.

Well, just today, I've finally realized that love is a very important part in our lives. It may be the influence of Hazel's love teachings yesterday, or it may be due to the events I've seen in the past and this afternoon. Everybody craves for love, yearns for it. Love is an unexplainable feeling that makes you want to do anything in the world, just for a single person.

Love is what I feel when I see my mother secretly waiting for me at 2.32am in the morning, at the pretense of watching the television, when I'm rushing assignments. Love is what I feel when my friends specially wait for me after school in order for us to go home together. Love is what I understand when I see someone letting go of their beloved in order to allow him to lead a happier life.

Love is really a beautiful thing.

I know I sound like some bible or self-help book, but really. It's the total opposite of hate.

Love forgives, Love cherishes, Love is gentle.

Love makes me cry...

Not because I've lost, but because I've loved someone.

We feel hurt whenever we go through breakups or when we have quarrels with friends, not because we have lost that love we once had for them. It is exactly because that love still exists between us and it pains us because we have loved.

Isn't that right? =) I hope it is.

Well. It's 2.42am. Two other of my project group mates are still awake while the other has died on us. ;A; Good grief.

I guess it's time to turn in for the night...

...and get my mum off the cold sofa couch.