residential angel
Name: Shangbel
Age: Supposedly 20(?)
Shangbel is a disillusioned person who thinks she is a she but is not certain. Two of her friends are her mummy and daddy seperately in her crazed world; one is an abusive alcoholic father while the other is a slutmuffin.

She longs for love but is recently being subjected to being slapped by them. Her stepsister feels that their parents are biased towards her and that they love Shangbel more.

This is her story.


undying love
-Kami-sama(:
-Cosplaying
-My Famiglia! <3
-Home
-Manga and anime
-Sweet stuff like Yami-yogurt and donuts
-family
-etc, etc...(lazy to write)


longing for
-love(?) So cliche. Hahaha.
-A new handphone pouch
-Exotic coloured contact lenses
-New costumes
-Complicated costumes
-Good Grades
-A carefree life
-A decisive mind


the whispers


Music Box


blogs
-Haz- Shangbel's mummy
-Sarah- Shangbel's Stepsister
-WanYi- The Empress to my Concubine
-Ning -My beloved guardian
-Geelyn -A good friend
-Min -Forever Friends
-Li sen- The good guy
-Frank
-Feifei -A dearest cousin
-Daniel- A dearest cousin
-Jiale(a.k.a Jade) -A precious friend
-Hannah -She called me the 'dark side'. xD
-Eleanor(a.k.a Elie) -A precious friend

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history


credits
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Monday, August 31, 2009
I don't want to be forgotten. But I know I'll eventually be...

Especially by you.

Someone stop this heart please...

I'm sorry but I really cannot love you anymore.



Now I must write this into a song or something ._.

Aiya. What is this, you might ask?

It's just a feeling towards this person who constantly ignores me, who constantly says that she's busy, who constantly...shoves me aside.

No, I'm not a lesbian.

But I really wish that she'd look at what she has sometimes, and stop focusing on things she wants to have, but doesn't.

No, I'm not talking about myself. *facepalm*

Shit man. She isn't even a major character in my life.



I must be going crazy from the lack of attention. *is an attention whore sometimes*

Yeah, that's right.

I shall go catch some sleep now.

12:58 AM
Even if the morrow is barren of promises, Nothing shall forestall my return.