I'm at school now. Procastinating my butt away.

Little kids, please don't follow this horrible example of an elder sister. You'll just flush your life down the toilet bowl.

....Well not really. But you'll get half-stuck in it. That's worse than being flushed down, yeah?

Don't even know why I'm so social and reliant today. Maybe it's cause for once I got enough sleep to allow me to go hyper for a while. I don't mind the social part. Hate being reliant though.

Freaking hell. I'm getting nervous when I see the cosplay pictures from this year's 'coscon' 2009.

I've put the word 'coscon' into apostrophes because that event suddenly popped out of nowhere and into my face around...4 days before its debut. Needless to say, I'm busy as hell and didn't pop down for a look. Plus my friends were all probably busy too. I regretted it a little, since it's been a long time since I've gone to an event. However, thinking back about recent events which did not live up to my expectations, made me think twice about regretting it. Perhaps I'm growing out of it as a hobby. Dear gods. Please not let it be so.

Anyways, back to why I'm getting nervous.

I'm currently juggling four to five plans for the upcoming events due to my being unable to even 'touch' cosplay next year. If I had learnt from my lesson during O levels, I should know better than to get distracted by things during when I should cram and study like I never did before.

After that, it's gonna be smooth sailing~ (hopefully.)

So. I have not finished my props. (curses.)

My costumes are in a bit of a mess.

and...external pressures. (most from people)

WHICH ALL ADDS UP TO A LOAD FULL OF .

Took my maths test today. I don't know if I can ace it. At least I'll pass. ._. But this is a huge percentage, so I'd prefer to ace it, really.

Which brings about the next problem. Schoolwork and tests. How am I supposed to start on my props if my schoolwork and tests are all still piling up? June holidays? Riiiiight. Anybody who believes in that, would still believe in....er...the friendly ghost thing...or something... (okay. we can't say Santa Claus here cuz I still believe in love, peace and him. I think.)

People are coming in. This means crowds.

This is my signal to post and get out of hereeee.

Random: I think. (yes this is an opinion. Everyone is entitled to an opinion) I think...

That singapore's society...*picks words carefully*...needs a lot of improvements in terms of kindness, compassion and courtesy. It's such an irony that we can be so well-educated and yet...so...ill-mannered at the same time. Does that make sense? Ah, I don't know. It's just a small girl's observation of a big world. It's not a complaint, (probably) not a fact, but rather an opinion that is derived from an observation.

Why am I bothering to explain so much? Beside people in singapore can be rather anal about it when you just shoot your mouth off and don't bother to pick the correct words.

My school's cohort for this year is generally the same. We're too judgemental. (yes, I can comment on my school more freely than the society as a whole.)

I hope I'm not like that. (though I have a sickening suspicion that deep deeeeeeeep inside, I am.)

10:46 AM
Even if the morrow is barren of promises, Nothing shall forestall my return.