My friend, the fates are cruel.
There are no dreams, no honor remains;
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess.

My soul, corrupted by vengence
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation,
And your eternal slumber.

-Loveless Act IV

(Edit: I deleted majority of this post except for the few sentences I liked. It would seem that it was too emo.)


But the darkness came spilling over. It covered the light.

I think...this feeling is disappointment.

This painful...heart-wrenching feeling is disappointment.

Disappointment that is soaked in blood, pain and tears.



"Can you really live on that side? In a world that hates you and I." -Genesis Rhapsodos


Edit: To Joanie: I love you joan...I'd be lying if I said I was alright. Thanks for the support. People tend to be crazy at 12.12am in the morning. =)

To Sarah: I guess...people are just trying hard to find their place. Even if it means to seek attention. =) I can't thank you enough for always being there for me too. I know that this post will shock you, cuz you'll finally see what has been going through my mind and how dark my personality can be. You're one of the few people left who can really treat me genuinely. I wish for your happiness too... Don't give up. I want you to truly be happy. You're the most innocent and kindest among all of us.

And don't worry. I still believe in our famiglia. I want to hold on and pretend that everything is alright...just for a while longer. If we're lucky, it'll heal. If we're not, it would be painful, but nonetheless inevitable.