residential angel
Name: Shangbel
Age: Supposedly 20(?)
Shangbel is a disillusioned person who thinks she is a she but is not certain. Two of her friends are her mummy and daddy seperately in her crazed world; one is an abusive alcoholic father while the other is a slutmuffin.

She longs for love but is recently being subjected to being slapped by them. Her stepsister feels that their parents are biased towards her and that they love Shangbel more.

This is her story.


undying love
-Kami-sama(:
-Cosplaying
-My Famiglia! <3
-Home
-Manga and anime
-Sweet stuff like Yami-yogurt and donuts
-family
-etc, etc...(lazy to write)


longing for
-love(?) So cliche. Hahaha.
-A new handphone pouch
-Exotic coloured contact lenses
-New costumes
-Complicated costumes
-Good Grades
-A carefree life
-A decisive mind


the whispers


Music Box


blogs
-Haz- Shangbel's mummy
-Sarah- Shangbel's Stepsister
-WanYi- The Empress to my Concubine
-Ning -My beloved guardian
-Geelyn -A good friend
-Min -Forever Friends
-Li sen- The good guy
-Frank
-Feifei -A dearest cousin
-Daniel- A dearest cousin
-Jiale(a.k.a Jade) -A precious friend
-Hannah -She called me the 'dark side'. xD
-Eleanor(a.k.a Elie) -A precious friend

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history


credits
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Friday, May 8, 2009
My first local business transaction and Project work at school.
"Will it matter to you?" She asked me.

"Huh?"

"Will it matter to you..." She asked gently and slowly, as if afraid of hurting my feelings, "if she does not come to your friends and you, during then?"

I closed my eyes.

"I don't think it really matters anymore. Neither for me, nor my friends. She is free to go where ever she pleases."
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This week has been horrible. When I said 'horrible', I meant 'low-and-down-in-the-dirt'.

I've finally completed my first local business transaction. It was a god-awful journey but i guess it might have been worth it. The lenses are beautiful. Will post up details about it later on as it's kinda late now.

Also, project work. Dear god. How do I even begin to describe it.

I'm very displeased and frustrated.

Alright, it's now 1am. I shall go sleep and post a more detailed post another day.

1:00 AM
Even if the morrow is barren of promises, Nothing shall forestall my return.