Sunday, March 29, 2009
Edit: I just realized that Blogger ate up A LOT of my words. Blogger, you s***.
I sincerely apologize if any parts of this post sound weird.
Edit (again): This post is still somehow screwed. I give up trying to retify it. Hope that you guys can still manage to read it. x.x
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Changed my blogskin! Couldn't stand the dark and moody atmosphere of the previous one, so I settled for something light coloured.
AND IT'S GENESIS. <3 (he's so hot. x.x)
I'm not really a fan of Gackt, though Genesis was actually modeled after him. He does have some nice songs though.
Since I'm in a poetic mood now, I shall put up quotes from loveless: (which is recited often by Genesis and I think that it's so sexy.)
Final Fantasy VII - Crisis Core
--=[ Loveless ]=--
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LOVELESS ( POEM )
Loveless - Prologue
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting
Loveless - Act I
Infinite in mystery is the gift of the goddess
We seek it thus, and take it to the sky
Ripples form on the water’s surface
The wandering soul knows no rest
Loveless - Act II
There is no hate, only joy
For you are beloved by the goddess
Hero of the dawn, Healer of worlds
Dreams of the morrow hath the shattered soul
Pride is lost
Wings stripped away, the end is nigh
Loveless - Act III
My friend, do you fly away now?
To a world that abhors you and I?
All that awaits you is a somber morrow
No matter where the winds may blow
My friend, your desire
Is the bringer of life, the gift of the goddess
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
Loveless - Act IV
My friend, the fates are cruel
There are no dreams, no honor remains
The arrow has left the bow of the goddess
My soul, corrupted by vengeance
Hath endured torment, to find the end of the journey
In my own salvation
And your eternal slumber
Legend shall speak
Of sacrifice at world’s end
The wind sails over the water’s surface
Quietly, but surely
Loveless - Act V -Made by Genesis-
Even if the morrow is barren of promises
Nothing shall forestall my return
To become the dew that quenches the land
To spare the sands, the seas, the skies
I offer thee this silent sacrifice
*** Acts IV and V in interpreted are mentioned as "yet to be discovered" in the game. Act V [Poem] is also yet to be discovered, so Genesis makes up an ending for Loveless ***
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LOVELESS ( INTERPRETED )
Loveless - Prologue
When the war of the beasts brings about the world’s end
The goddess descends from the sky
Wings of light and dark spread afar
She guides us to bliss, her gift everlasting
Loveless - Act I
The Infinite mystery
The gift of the goddess is what the three men seek
But their fates are scattered by war
One becomes a hero, one wanders the land
And the last is taken prisoner
But the three are still bound by a solemn oath
To seek the answer together, once again
Loveless - Act II
Though the prisoner escapes, he is gravely wounded
His life is saved, however
By a woman of the opposing nation
He begins a life of seclusion with her
Which seems to hold the promise of eternal bliss
But as happiness grows, so does guilt
Of not fulfilling the oath to his friends
Loveless - Act III
As the war sends the world hurling towards destruction
The prisoner departs with his newfound love
And embarks on a new journey
He is guided by hope that the gift will bring bliss
And the oath that he swore to his friends
Though no oath is shared between the lovers
In their hearts they know they will meet again
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Awesome huh? 8D
Okay...now to blog.
Well...Kuro bara, a cosplay event about reminiscing past experiences and costumes, was held at Liang Court today. To be honest, I initially had not wanted to go. I guess it's because Haz and Sarah couldn't make it and that would mean that I would have to hang out with the heta team. (not that I mind but...)
Well, it's just...recently things have been feeling different.
I feel that the heta team is not the same as before, when we first started out. Aside from getting bigger, many of the members have changed (in terms of personality and response) and the initial few members have all taken to lurking, while the newer or more dominant members post on the team's thread. I'm not exactly sure if this is a bad thing...but it just feels awful. I miss the 'older' members and most of them are busy like nuts and don't seem to talk or hang out with us anymore.
Is this what someone was trying to prevent, by trying to keep a distance from the others? (To this person, please don't be offended. I'm just thinking about your words.)
Like, is it really pointless...to try hard to make friends and then actually get to KEEP them as friends?
I'm actually quite frustrated by this really. The whole domination thing. But I don't say it out loud cuz I hate conflicts. It gets so awkward and then people start to hate each other over something that is so trival and insignificant.
Maybe I should try to get it off my mind.
On the other hand, I went for Kuro Bara today and it was quite...fun i guess. Sure, there were times I felt anti-social and bored, but there were others where I'm glad I had honhon, Ukraine nee-san and Polly's company. Those three really made my day brighter. =)
Halfway through, after nii-san's performance, I went up to Kino to say hi to Daniel. I think he must be bored stiff lol. When he saw me, he had an unmistakable smile on his face and I laughed.
OH YEAH. Those people. They. Pasted. Something on my back.
Fin-chan, Polly and Ukraine nee-san were running around with "Stalker <33"> "Property of Bela <3"
*facepalm*
I AM NOT BELA'S PROPERTY. ;A; JUST YOU PEOPLE WAIT. I'M GONNA GET YOU AT COSFEST.
Grrr. Rawr.
Well. I'm not really THAT upset or offended actually. But it was traumatising.
Later on, they grabbed me again and pasted it across my butt (on the pants duh). Then they
took a photo.
I went, "OMGWTFASJKDHSAKJHFJKSAHFAKJHFSJKAH LET GOOOOO!"
And of course, I couldn't bear to do a wrist lock on waifu (cuz i'll hurt her), so I was victimized and my butt picture is now on the thread. *dies*
I'm tired. (and hungry)
Maybe I should post again tomorrow.
In the meantime, I think I may write a young!RussiaxChina fic. xD Shall post it up here (as requested by sarah) once it's done.
Will kill any who plagiarize. =)
2:45 AM
Even if the morrow is barren of promises, Nothing shall forestall my return.
