Edit: I found the Suzululu AMV on youtube! yay! (btw...aren't the cosers really good? So cool~ <3)

Edit again: Okay. Screw my template. The video isn't in full size. I am so gonna change it.

Edit edit once more: HA! TAKE THAT YOU STUPID TEMPLATE. I WIN. *has managed to allow the video to show in its full size*



Lalalalala~ Just watched a Suzululu AMV.

It nearly made me cry. Nearly.

Oh god. I feel like a...poo. (Shutupshangbel, whatiswrongwithyou.)

Okay okay. I'm just slightly...sad but happy cuz of something. (I KNOW. HOW CAN YOU BE SAD AND HAPPY AT THE SAME TIME. It does not make sense, kthxbai.)

Well, the Suzululu AMV and something else just reminded me of something called "unrequited love". Thinking about it, it was a really bitter feeling. Please don't be surprised at this point that I had actually experienced something like that. It's not funny at allll.

You know...the kind of feeling you get, like when you feel like your heart is ripping into two and you want to cry but you can't. You want to say, "I like you. I really do." non-stop to the other person, but know perfectly well you can't. Just because you two were meant to know each other but not meant to be together. It doesn't help that the other party is TOTALLY OBLIVIOUS, and would do things to hurt you on one hand, but later on do things to make you blush and on cloud nine.

How many times...have I watched him and smiled to myself? I think I lost count. I always laugh at the other lovestruck people and their "darling, I love euuuu~ Chuuu~", but I bet I sound cheesy now as well. (PLEASE DON'T LAUGH AT ME AUUUUU~ ;_;)

Are you even supposed to feel so strongly about someone?

Actually, I have sort of given up on that person now. Since it's not meant to be, I'm not so stupid as to waste my youth on puppy crushes such as this. It's just that he's so sly. I swear he's as sly as a sly fox can be.

AUGH. Stop messing with my mind! x.x Go away! Shooo Shooo!

I am pretty sure at this point of time, that I must have owed him something in my past life. (killed his lover, burned his house down, stabbed him, etc.)

I have to stop being so sentimental. I must be more cruel.

*tries on cruel face and fails*

I-I can do it kaaaaay? ;_;

Back to Suzululu. You know, how Suzu stabbed Lulu to death at the end right? Cuz it was part of Lulu's masterplan thingy. I wonder if he ever thought of how Suzu really felt. Suzululu isn't an official pairing but hey, at least they were best friends in the show. I bet Suzu felt like poo and more poo after he stabbed his best friend to death. (and was supposed to live with the indignity of it all. He's not even allowed to live his life as himself after that and act like some sort of 'Saviour of the World', when it was all part of his best friend's plan to make the world a better place.)

So guess who's the real saviour of the world now? Duh, the sexy dead guy.

I simply cannot imagine stabbing any of my friends to death with a super long sword. One, cuz it's troublesome to find such a prettily decorated long sword and two, cuz there is no need to.

After Lulu got stabbed, he even fell down the happy slide of doom. Sometimes I wonder how some people can die so sexily and live in the hearts of fangirls FOREVER. I seriously won't mind dying like that if i was some diabolical, hot guy who was trying to take over the world and rule it with an iron fist. (just...not the happy slide of doom pls. The way he fell down looked very painful.)

And I cannot deny that when Lulu died, I was screaming in my head, "NOT THE FACE. NOT THE FACE PLX."

Whaaaaat. He's hot kay? If they disfigured him, I'll hunt down Suzu myself and...and...hurt his face. Yeah.

Okay. After the happy slide of doom, there came the Nunnally crying part. She finally discovers that her brother is actually not a hot, diabolical villian, but a kind person who is willing to sacrifice everything for everybody else (but is still hot.). Her crying was horrendous, but I cried with her cuz Lulu was dying and I cannot believe it.

Why must all the hot men dieeeee? (If you're hot and you're still alive, that says a lot.)

So...enough of the Suzululu thing. I just felt rather sobby when I saw the video someone made for two cosers who did Suzaku and Lelouch.

If I can find the video on youtube, I'll put it up kay? Cuz I don't think it's good to link to LJ for this. If you wanna watch the video, just tell me on msn. I'll send the link over.

I guess I'll go study now. I wonder what got me blogging today...
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Edit: I found some translated lyrics! Not sure whether it's accurate though.

Ai Otsuka- Kurage Nagareboshi (English Lyrics)

So far apart
Just like we are every night
I want to see you, but I can't
Just somewhere in my head

Maybe it's a little strange
If only, this starry sky
You see it and think
The same as me?

If I find that special falling star
Your name will float into my mind
Even though I know I don't want it to
I just love you that much.

"Falling in love"
Is that what it's called?
The more I try to forget, the more I want you
Are you and I really all that different?
No matter what, I don't want to break up

If I don't find that special falling star
I might forget your words
With only one last belief and strength
In such pain, can love still go on?